I had a first informal interview with a company today. I had a first informal interview over a month ago. I have no idea how it went, though. It was very last minute. The DM called me yesterday to see if I could meet the RVP today, since she’d be in for 48hrs. Because it was so last minute, some of the scheduling wasn’t right, so I didn’t get a full interview out of it. During the middle of my interview, the RVP had to take a conference call. Now, whether that was true or she just wanted to stop talking to me is all up in the air. I don’t have any expectations for this job, but I wouldn’t mind it one bit if I got it. It’d be perfect!
After the interview, I drove to the boy’s store. I need a new blender, so that’s really why I went, but I can’t lie… I wanted to see him.
So, who’s the boy? He is my sometimes best friend. He is the person I call when something really good happens or when something really bad happens. He makes me laugh a lot and I adore him. Am I in love with him? I’m not sure. Some days I think maybe, some other days it’s a hell no. And some days I downright hate him. What I do know is that I love him very much and I need him in my life.
When I got to his store, I saw him immediately, but I avoided him, because really, I went for the blender (or so I told myself), but when I was getting to the blenders, he saw me. He gave me a lingering hug. And I swear, I am not making it up, because I tried to pull away, but the boy was still hugging.
He told me that I shouldn’t buy the blender, that he’d buy it for me and then I could give him the money, because that way he could use his discount. I said no, because really, I barely see him, so I’d never get my new blender.
He asked if we could see each other at night, due to scheduling. So far, we have plans for Thursday after 7pm. I said before that sometimes I hate him and that is because he never follows through. He asked if I had last Sunday off, so we could see each other. I told him yes. The next day, I got an email at 3am that just said “I miss you”. And Sunday, yeah, no call, no nothing.
Today, after helping me, he apologized because he had to go because he’d forgotten something at home and as he was walking away after giving me another hug, he just screamed at the top of his lungs, “I love you!!! I miss you!!!”
You can’t just do that unless you love somebody, which I know is not the case here! But man, sometimes it’d be nice if it were true. I want a boyfriend, damn it!
I spent some time at the mall with a stupid grin on my face. Bought some new clothes, then drove home, taking a detour to watch FAME at the movies. It was awesome, because I only had to pay $3.75 and I was the only person in the theater. But the movie sucked!
Ah, so is the life.